Where oh where to begin.

Christina is scheduled to have hip surgery on June 28. There was a rush put on scheduling the hip surgery so that she can have back surgery sooner than later.

I am not sure what to think. This news really hit hard. I feel like I got hit in the gut with a two by four. After the last doctor appointment covering the hip and back we talked about scheduling the hip surgery late summer. This alone did not sit well with me. The thought of it made me uncomfortable.

Now I am very distraught trying to get a grasp on everyting. I started on the temporary wagon seat for Christina and her being casted. Soon to be done and ready for the princess.

Well. The gazebo roof did not make it through the wind we had last weekend.

The gazebo was well loved. The material had begun to show its age and was quite dried out. Although, I didn't think the roof would fly off, I am not surprised.

Christina is a huge fan of sitting on the deck under the gazebo.

I still do not understand the desire to wear cologne or perfume. And so many people wear SO much.

Perhaps they didn't shower. If that would be the case, I highly recommend bathing of some sort.

Maybe they can not smell. In that case, be considerate of those who can.

It puzzles me why people feel they should smell like some sort of ground animal. An example: musk

Been missing friends who have gone lately. Sigh.

Can't avoid it, death will come. Still don't like to lose a friend.

A moment of silence please for all who have passed.

Salut.

I have been trying to give Christina massages often. I ask first, just in case she doesn't want one. Silly daddy, Christina always wants another massage.

With Christina's legs and hips hurting, I figure maybe massaging the muscles will help. Christina has wanted more diazepam these last few weeks. She has a higher than average pain tolerance; probably due to the constant involuntary muscle activity and surgeries.

Oh my Princess Christina, if only I could make it all better.