I have been trying to give Christina massages often. I ask first, just in case she doesn't want one. Silly daddy, Christina always wants another massage.

With Christina's legs and hips hurting, I figure maybe massaging the muscles will help. Christina has wanted more diazepam these last few weeks. She has a higher than average pain tolerance; probably due to the constant involuntary muscle activity and surgeries.

Oh my Princess Christina, if only I could make it all better.